Author: Maverick Wings

I was fine when you left me,
I was hurt but I had cannabis,
Last night I texted just to check were you ok,
I asked back your friendship but you did a foul play,
“Money matters, love doesn’t matters”
It felt you punched a nail through my heart with hammers,
Cuz I always loved you, I left everything just for you,
My homies were enjoying parties whereas I was waiting for you,
How can you say that I was with you for your money?
When I proposed left everything so that I can be with you and marry,

You said love doesn’t matters, but still you chose your bestie over me,
Why were you ever with me if you never felt the love for me?
I know I wasn’t the guy you wanted but I tried to be the best,
I did what I could do but the God sees all and he knows the rest,
You flirted with the guys you expected me to be ok with it,
I hided about my smoking you blamed and left me for it,
How can you torture and hate someone who really loves you?
Tech me that so that I never get back to you?
You wanted to meet my parents I just agreed to it,
You were too buzy with your friends to ever make for it,

Let’s talk about the money that you said,
I do have enough money to get laid,
But the problem is I love you it broke me into pieces,
Cuz you weren’t there for me when I really needed,
Girls are around me I can be with anyone I say,
But I want to be with someone I love not just to get laid,
You said I was with you for your money,
Then Why did you called me twice when it was all over honey?
Funny cuz you broke up so many times but called me when you were alone,
I was hurt but you were happy as dancing on my grave stone,
I gave you a flower you threw it I still kept it, so that I remember the way your love meant it,
Yes I didn’t had bikes, I didn’t had spikes,
I didn’t had instagram likes, but I never left you even after the fights,
Go on call me a gold digger,
But I am Lucifer and you are the real sinner,

Sorry girl but still I love you
©lucidious_lucifer

I have a beef with the whole society,
It seems the society lost its sanity,
Humanity is against insanity,
Humanity against sexuality,
I don’t give a Fuck if you have a different sexuality,
I m gonna respect you if you have enough humanity,
Ok! It seems You all get offended so soon,
Rocket in your ass gonna send you on the moon,
Why be a god when you can be a woman?
Being woman is most privileged, then you don’t have to be a human,
You want something use your sexuality,
The society is driving me crazy with this mentality,
Your color doesn’t matters the way I see you,
Your humanity matters how I behave with you?
When an influencer dress as a gay,
You all clap as you are seeing Broadway,

All your religions are saving you from your crimes,
Dad is teaching his son how to give bribes!
You guys kill people on chopping a cow,
Eating Goats, chickens, pigs isn’t a sin, I don’t know how?
You wanna fight for religion and believe in God?
If God was there then 2020 would be better a lot.
Fighting for something you haven’t even seen,
It would be better if I put all your heads through guillotine,
Were was your god when a child died due to starvation?
Were was your god when this world needed a salvation?
Let’s talk about the how the influencers are selling our beliefs,
But a kid is really poor cuz he is father a honest police,

Fuck your religion, fuck your sexuality,
You are human if you believe in humanity,
This pandemic showed what is our reality,
You guys are educated that’s the real insanity,
Being honest is the real key to bankruptcy,
When you lynch a man where is your morality?
All the haters sorry cuz I ain’t gonna give an apology,
Cuz I have a beef with all of this society
©lucidious_lucifer

Yes, you think my life is so eazy,
being an addict is such fucking crazy,
I started it with curiosity,
Now it’s problem is a monstrosity,
Let’s begin with some fun facts,
How the drug really attracts?
I was a good kid with good track record,
But my marks slipped which I couldn’t afford,
Experienced my first heartbreak,
I really needed a dope short break,
Went to parties, took some roofies,
Cigrattes to whiskey, roofies to candies,

Was getting ignored from everyone,
I got it cuz I just stopped caring for anyone,
Needed money to buy some real stuff,
Roofies didn’t effected me anymore I needed some real stuff,
Met with a shady guy, bought some coke,
It stoned me as I got a real stroke,
What the hell? I really I liked it,
Left my studies cuz I couldn’t anymore commit,
Then there were  the fucking urges,
You really don’t wanna know what this powder does?
Took a shower after a whole week,
With all the vomit I became really weak,

“Dude, you are sick,  get a therapy”
I ain’t crazy I don’t need any psychotherapy,
I took little time away from those drugs,
It made me hard to breathe as if didn’t had any lungs,
My mouth gets dry, throat burns and the stomach hurts,
I don’t know the drugs or the people’s ignorance really hurts,
I can’t share it with anyone, I can’t ask help from anyone,
Every one things I m a little junkie who just bullies everyone,

Addiction doesn’t needs your judgement,
It really needs good care and medication from his attachments.
©lucidious_lucifer

“Good morning today’s headline is brought to you by fake news”,
Sorry we are the news but we don’t have any clue,
News is busy covering fake communal lynching,
Let’s forget about the people let’s cover an actors singing,
Actress making heads turn with her nude body curves,
while a kid dies due to starvation he didn’t deserve,
Common let’s shout about religion it’s gonna increase TRP,
When the real issues arrive they talk as if they are chocked up,
Interviewing college presidents about their political opinion,
Presidents! Do you even care students suiciding due to depression?,

Danish Zehen was a legend, he is a great influencer,
Ved Marwah he ain’t a legend, he was our police commissioner!,
We’re the influencers let’s teach every one to stop earning and start spending,
Dying hairs, buying cars, did you ever had a ethical learning?
It’s a football game, the country is just a fucking ball,
We are the leftists, we are the rightists let’s play with this ball,
Media busy covering actor’s kitchen during lockdown,
While the citizens dying from this unplanned lockdown,
Let’s not show to the people the hereditary power system,
Or the politicians triggering the unbalanced communal system,
We don’t have any choice to vote,
One side is full of holes one with death slopes,

“The big American dream” just waiting to achieve it,
“The big Indian dream” did you ever thought to serve it,
Soldiers Shouldn’t be in borders, cuz we are the real terrorists,
Media influencers, reporters, actors the whole fucking B- town is full of criminals,
Let’s ban porn in India but let’s keep these fucking web series,
All the censor boards are just high on roofies,
Lets follow the trend #blacklivesmatters,
While doing cosmetic advertisments they are the real black color haters,
The country is getting raped by the politicians,
The media is the reason for our countries demolition,

That’s all for today’s news,
The Lucifer is again back to his life with no more clues,
©lucidious_lucifer

Demons ruling inside my head,
I hurt everyone as I am an Arrowhead,
It’s like all I m doing is just blood shed,
I m in everyone’s life as a nuclear war head,
Let’s talk about the stuffs I have done,
The part which is yet just unsung,
I should have been for the people I cared,
I should’ve been brave while I was afraid,

I was a pseudo- romantic,
I was always being tragic,
The girl I loved deserved someone much better,
A boy who could give her a great treasure,
I was rapping in a dim dark studio,
Whereas I should’ve been her Romeo,
She was working hard just to get a job,
I was just writing raps just to be an artist in hip hop,
If you are reading this and you’ve someone who loves,
Leave everything, and keep her over everything above,

I was running after money, running after fame,
I was just a junkie and running after things really lame,
I got to choose the path, but chose the one to psychopath,
Left everyone just to do what I wanted, I really looked like a sociopath,
No one came near me as I m a radioactive walking,
I trying to be god when I was already the King,

Let’s talk about the sins I have done,
I wanted to stab when I was mad on someone,
Bullied weak when I was mad on my own bullies,
Always feeling happy by being high on roofies,
I know the pastor won’t understand my sins,
Cuz Lucifer never came to a church to confess his sins,
Yes I m just T. Rex crushing everyone around me,
I don’t carry Bible But I always have a flask of whiskey,

I’m the devil who even drinks sitting in a church,
holy water even can’t even cool the sin that I torch,
My sin’s are really in the go mode – unstoppable,
But remember this devil is an fallen angel.

At midnight I just feel so blue,
Why I feel so I have no clue?,
Maybe cuz I have stopped my therapy,
Maybe cuz I have stopped being happy,
Took the bottle of old monk went for a walk,
The night is dark and all the demons do crawl,
Meeting these old friends make me little happy,
This drink does tickles me, I really need a candy,

There I see Asmodeous with all his hoes,
This reminds me of the girls who left me hoes!
Brings back the time, I was really in my lows,
I should be with my love instead I m with woes,
Walk past him I m little blue about the girl who left me,
She went to her bestie, she fucking cheated me,
There I see Belphegor, with his evil knowledge,
Seeinghim reminds me what the fuck I m doing in college?
I should be in a studio rapping this shit out,
Should visit Vegas, and be a happy dropout,
Dude! You remind me the way I look,
I am little sloth, just the way you are, look!
Hey Mammon! You really look so rich,
Grant me some money so I too can be little rich,
I m spending my nights sleeping in the park bench,
Hope I could have the money to buy my own lunch,
Maybe I could loot a bank but that does makes me criminal,
But the heaps of cash are really irresistible,

At midnight I just feel so blue,
Why I feel so I have no clue?,
Maybe cuz I have stopped my therapy,
Maybe cuz I have stopped being happy,
Took the bottle of old monk went for walk,
The night is dark and all the demons do crawl,
Meeting these old friends make me little happy,
This drink does tickles me, I really need a candy,

people always say “Death is inevitable”
But Abaddon my life is no memorable,
I tried to suicide, but my old Glock choked,
Sometimes I feel a knife should be shoved,
Tried to pull the trigger but I m really weak,
I think I need the death I don’t need someone to speak,
Satan, your name reminds me of all the fake friends,
I should have just killed them make the amends,
Fuck everyone! Who tried to hurt me?
Fuck everyone! the girl who used me as a queen bee?
Beelzebub you are really the demon of envy?
I think I have a envy which is really deadly,
Of the boy who is now sleeping with my ex,
Of the boy who is using her for just sex,
Let’s talk about the stuffs I don’t have,
Happiness, peace, money , family friends is there anything left,

At midnight I just feel so blue,
Why I feel so I have no clue?,
Maybe cuz I have stopped my therapy,
Maybe cuz I have stopped being happy,
Took the bottle of old monk went for walk,
The night is dark and all the demons do crawl,
Meeting these old friends make me little happy,
This drink does tickles me, I really need a candy,

I threw the bottle in the water filled lake,
Oh! Hy Lucifer, you are the guy people really hate,
You have nothing still you were casted out for your pride,
For all the evils you are always magnified,
Devil, you are the king of the house of corrections,
Fuck! Is it me in the lake’s reflection,

Sorry I forgot I m the Lucifer.

I don’t need an angel, I want a devil,
I want someone to be a little evil,
Someone who drinks whiskey rather than tequila,
Someone who smokes pot and vibes on wiz Khalifa,
I wanna see her dark side,
So we wanna be like Bonnie and Clyde,
I don’t even look like Leonardo DiCaprio,
But I really make some amazing cappuccino,

This is the best time of the year,
Cuz my birthday is really near,
I just wanna spend it with someone,
smoke pot and enjoy a bottle of wine with some one,
Yes I know I m devil wearing the evil crown,
So I don’t wanna spend my time with any clown,
I need some one who vibes in peaky blinders,
Some one really loves spending time with writers,

Let’s head out fill the bags with booze up,
Spend the night in the open sky staring stars up,
Let’s get some Xanax together,
be a little hung on lean together,
The purple syrup breaks my controls out,
Let’s head to the arcade in the corner and break some records out,

I want someone like Hella with evil crown,
Let’s meet and head towards the bar in the downtown,
No questions asked, let’s spend the time we always remember,
I will treat you the way you will never forget the pleasure,
Time is running out show me your dark side,
I m the Lucifer, your darkest desires can’t hide,

It’s been a week I committed sucide,
You guys did not even cared why I died?
Yes mom I get I wasn’t the person you expected,
I wasn’t the nerd you really appreciated,
I know dad your job was to put food on the table,
But now you have your job but I m just a fable,
Mom dad yes I was just a disappointment,
I get it I was really never your achievement,
But I was doing the thing which I was happy to do,
I thought you would be the person I will always look up to,

It’s been a week, you all easily moved on,
I thought you would remember me when I m gone,
Big bro, where were you when I was asking for help?,
Where were you when I was hurting my self?

Ok babe I get it you didn’t wanted me to leave,
But tell me you cheated me, how will I believe?
I always wanted to marry you,
But you wanted to sleep with a guy brand new

I know I m dead no one really care,
I put you all before me is it really fair?
My grave even didn’t received any flowers,
Yes I m a dead man talking without any lover.

Is it really matters what’s my color,
Did I really deserve to die for some dollar?,
Was my fault that I was a black human?,
Yes I was black  but I was also a human,
I didn’t deserve to die on a street corner,
Why was I killed for a 20 bill dollar,
Cop’s need to protect us when we are in danger,
But what happens if they themselves become the reason of danger,

My killer is free having dinner with his family,
My wife is crying that we couldn’t even  start a family,
If being black is the reason I died,
Then why is still Obama alive,
Why is Beyonce and Will Smith still alive,
It’s America! But how will the black survive?
Smoke of the burning shops in the sky arrive,
Is it that I was black still the justice deprived,

Why Derek Chauvin is free to live?,
And I was choked for 8 minutes on a street

I was choked for 8 minutes on a street

Angel
I know you have been through a lot,
But it’s good there’s lot life has taught,
Drinking and smoking isn’t the solution,
At end this gonna send you to a mental institution,
Stop the partying, quit the smoking,
Life has so much you just throwing,
Begin with the confessions,
will have answer to every questions,
You have a family, you don’t need a girlfriend,
You have a brother, you don’t need any friend,
Put the Glock down you can still do many things,
You ain’t Lucifer, you are Maverick Wings,
Be the bird, born from the ashes,
You are the Phoenix with full of magic,
Learn the way to live happily alive,
Medications won’t help you to survive,

Speak of the devil here it arrives,

Lucifer-
Been through a lot no one will ever know,
Life is so cruel you have to let go,
Medication helps me forget the past,
Weed helps to know you won’t last,
Come’on let’s make up a deal,
I know how you really feel,
You are just Ted Bundy from inside,
You don’t want it to come outside,
Take up the Glock and shoot yourself,
No one cares if you shoot yourself,
Your family will ultimately just move on,
Sorry to say but you don’t have any friends to move on,
Your brother with get many more friends,
Your life is in hell make these amends,
You believed in the god,
But he just pointed your life is flawed,
Fixation is important to make it,
You have the gun finally end it,

Fine, I m just a freaking maniac,
These things just make my mind blank.
©lucidious_lucifer