Author: Maverick Wings

I was doomed to the path of suffering,

Then, I found your brother, easing my sufferings,

You shared my burden when I was all down,

We sat on the throne sharing that crown,

You brought me out of the hell ride,

Though you were hurt still you never left my side,

When I was on the edge, you held on to me,

You believed in me when I couldn`t on me,

I lost the best thing I ever had,

You kept me in your home when I was roaming like a nomad,

You were the only person in my life,

Who really cared to keep me alive,

You pulled me out from all those meth labs,

Helped me settle down in the rehab,

When my girl left me you stopped my relapse,

For the old time’s sake, can we share a bottle of schnapps,

Everyone sees me on this throne,

You were the one in my struggle, I wish the people have known,

It feels without you I will be lost again,

A life without you is like waterless rain,

I don`t know, what to do?

Please get up, show me the path and help me get through,

I know, I was one to always keep you from your peace,

So, I just hope now for you, to rest in peace,

We have spent a splendid lifetime together,

I want to carry our eternal bond further,

From the day we met,

From our very first date,

From the day you walked down the aisle,

The day when I saw our child`s first smile,

Everything changed in my life,

I feel fortunate to have you as my wife,

All the times I introduce as my wife,

All the hard times, you supported me in my life,

You are the pillar for my success,

I will always be grateful for your faithfulness,

You brought colors to my life`s pale room,

You gave me the gift whom you had in your womb,

I never had someone to call my family,

But then I found you thankfully,

Yes, we completed our journey together,

But I wanna be with you further,

I want to be with you in the afterlife,

Cuz I can`t live without my wife,

I want to live our legacy to our children,

I want to leave them whatever we built-in,

I intend to die by your side,

And end this beautifully glorious ride,

I m stuck in this endless loop, 

I feel like I m some kind of a rube,

The girl who hurt me,

The girl who betray me,

I still miss her like a pathetic fool,

About this sudden end, I m still not cool,

Why do I still think of you like my family?

Why can`t I forget you with some normality?

Normality seems a far impossible goal,

I m now breaking down I sincerely need some damage control,

It seems it’s like a joke for you,

But I still fight every day to live through,

You angered me and grounded me,

But you were the only person who ever loved me,

In this dark world, I still seek you,

I still seek your hands to hold on to you,

You were the worth of every loss I ever bear,

But all these hatreds from your lips, I never deserved to hear,

I try to disappear from your life,

But I return to you like a bee to its hive,

Live seems like a haunted castle without you,

After all the pain, I still hope to return to that lovely relationship it used to, 

You were above all, even above myself,

I still write about you daily, cuz this heartbreak is really heartfelt,