The life waged a war on me,
I lost it but now I m free,
The wounds are still bleeding,
I still have attached strings still have the feelings,
This is my judgement day,
I deserve hell anyway,
Just too young to give up,
But now too weak to stand up,
Sorry mom, I couldnt be the son you want,
Tell dad I will miss him and not to mourn,
I know I was a disappointment,
But I couldnt take it I was an embarrassment,
My brain was screaming in pain,
Still had to smile to hide the blood stain,
I m bleeding out but I m happy,
Cuz your life`s are freed from me,
Life is fading away as every happy moment comes in my memory,
I know I am easy to hate, I’m a common enemy,
Forgive me, for all the pains I have caused,
Forgive me, for all the problems I have caused,
The floor is all red with the dripping blood,
Blade near my feet drowned in blood,
I just wanna say good bye to the love of my life,
The girl who is now someone else`s wife,
Cant keep my eyes open, As I feel my veins all dry and my wrists still swollen, I know god wont forgive me for my sins,
Never really believed in him,
I feel all my loved ones fading away,
No one to say goodbye, I isolated myself anyway,
As I close the eyes I can see the light,
I m happy it’s so peaceful and quite,
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