I see the night as it darkens,
Raining blood all over in darkness,
I can’t escape this doom,
It feels I m stuck in a hell escape room,
My skin burns as I try to survive,
It’s just my life nothing feels alive,
Not a simple human I m a curse Bearer,
I can see my demons in the mirror,
Feels like getting mutilated inside my head,
Inside my head feels as if a parasite spreads,
I know I don’t believe in God,
I just felt he is a fraud,
But I believe in demons,
Cuz I feel my head full of evil demons,
No holy water can treat me,
No mercy can free me,
Watching my loved ones suffer hurts the most,
Everything has ended feels everything is lost,
I don’t wanna earn money,
Nor wanna ever be called honey,
I just want peace and a nail to my coffin,
A life where I can survive without all the morphine,
I m not allowed to die, and cursed to be stabbed by life,
It feels I will get a peaceful sleep in afterlife,
I feel as I m the cursed son like Cain,
All my struggles to be happy has always been in vain,
It feels I m strangled in snakes,
My lover leaves me still can’t handle the heart break,
Miss my folks who stood with me always,
But now I have lived alone for days,
I don’t want money not even happiness
Just want peace and sleep in my grave ending this craziness.
©lucidious_lucifer
Maverick Wings 