Yes, you think my life is so eazy,
being an addict is such fucking crazy,
I started it with curiosity,
Now it’s problem is a monstrosity,
Let’s begin with some fun facts,
How the drug really attracts?
I was a good kid with good track record,
But my marks slipped which I couldn’t afford,
Experienced my first heartbreak,
I really needed a dope short break,
Went to parties, took some roofies,
Cigrattes to whiskey, roofies to candies,
Was getting ignored from everyone,
I got it cuz I just stopped caring for anyone,
Needed money to buy some real stuff,
Roofies didn’t effected me anymore I needed some real stuff,
Met with a shady guy, bought some coke,
It stoned me as I got a real stroke,
What the hell? I really I liked it,
Left my studies cuz I couldn’t anymore commit,
Then there were the fucking urges,
You really don’t wanna know what this powder does?
Took a shower after a whole week,
With all the vomit I became really weak,
“Dude, you are sick, get a therapy”
I ain’t crazy I don’t need any psychotherapy,
I took little time away from those drugs,
It made me hard to breathe as if didn’t had any lungs,
My mouth gets dry, throat burns and the stomach hurts,
I don’t know the drugs or the people’s ignorance really hurts,
I can’t share it with anyone, I can’t ask help from anyone,
Every one things I m a little junkie who just bullies everyone,
Addiction doesn’t needs your judgement,
It really needs good care and medication from his attachments.
©lucidious_lucifer
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