Insomaniac

By the day I m a Braniac,
By the night I m an insomniac,
Does it mean I don’t get enough sleep, No I m a maniac,
Do you know what it leads to become an insomniac,
Late nights remembering the girl who left you,
Still left me after all things I have been through,

Midnight smoking the cigarette under the night sky,
Wish she could get it how much hurts a goodbye,
Writing about her again and again makes me maniac
Sleepless nights always brings the flashback,

Walking in my room alone all mid night ,
Where I used to sleep after kissing her goodnight,
It’s mid night still couldn’t get sleep all night,
Took out a bottle of Scotch that helps me write,
I m just sociopath who felt the love for the first time,
Writing these lines makes me even sad it’s like nothing I can rhyme,

Maybe now she is with someone having her sweet time,
I don’t blame her our fight was my crime,
It’s past midnight but everyone busy with their special someone,
But I m sipping alone the scotch just my pen and no one,
These sleepless nights are torturing me to my death,
I took my Prozac pills and thought If I could get an easy death,

It’s now early morning
and the birds chirping,
Took a long breath and closed my notebook,
Put on my headphones listening to my favorite hook,
Put my rest of the scotch aside,
Cuz I will need it again for the next night,
©lucidious_lucifer